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Kidding About Heritage

So, you think before you were kidding about me prostrating my Pennsylvania heritage from my ancestors.  Since the n word thing, you said it means something else.  Well, I just won't listen.  NOW WHAT DUMMY.

Barrier

So, what's the barrier of people not from Eastern Florida thinking they don't have to think about someone from Florida?  I know in the New Orleans area, there are other things in that environment and it kinda seems like the real world except hot and by the water.  I think I have memories from my mom.  She moved to the U.S..  When I go to a different place in the U.S., I have to like readjust myself very much so.  It's very interesting, very, and very weird.  I just know about all the ways you have to keep yourself from feeling uncomfortable etc.  I don't think it's about the hot climate.  I mean, it isn't really just too hot...

Rude Central and Western Floridians

Aren't just the people in the more Central and Western areas of Florida rude?

Western Florida isn't very beachy.

Validity of Being an Ethnic Floridian

I really don't trust the validity of Ginny Kopf.  Her behavior is out-of-the-question, and unfortunately I don't believe she is very white.  I'm pretty white and Caucasian.  She won't even admit if she knows if she's just accepting people from Florida.  It's like she doesn't have a brain.  I mean, it's okay, but like it seems like she's being impolite and *beep* because of the n word thing, so like I said I don't trust anyone, anymore.  It's because of Tim Burton.  People prostrated themselves.

I think that most people wouldn't give a shit about living in Florida or populating California.  It's just that in other places of the U.S. they seem more concerned about physical, set things.

I'm not talking about my netiquette but about people with parents from Florida and people who moved to Florida as kids.  Orlando is a place where people from up north move to live by Disney, and we don't know if that's the more white, ***y people.

I know the people in Orlando are just shit.  They are too concerned about their figure and are too lazy to think to apply sunblock but "think you should.."  3(  I can't believe that.  IT IS NOT "COOL."

So, what, people in Florida aren't really all that?  What am I supposed to do?  I like other parts of the U.S., TOO!

Ate

Thin, More Crisp White Bakery Bread With Honey Ham, Lemon & Herb Dressing, and Lettuce Head
Cool Water
Chocolate Cake With Chocolate Frosting I Made, Last Piece, With Chocolate Breyer's Ice Cream, Have Some Leftover

Baking a vanilla cake with vanilla frosting to put on when it's cool.

Facebook Post

http://www.facebook.com/ginny.kopf

Karen Chung Yes, that sums up the power of speech and pronunciation training!
(maybe white person from Minnesota)
http://www.facebook.com/karenschung

Me

I guess capability is a thing, like capacity.

Facebook Post

http://www.facebook.com/ginny.kopf

Ginny Kopf: I'm all about giving people CONFIDENCE. When I worked with the executives this week (some private training, and some in a group class) on "Speaking with Clarity" (accent and diction work for more professional communication) they definitely feel as they get more CONTROL in their speech, it brings new confidence.

Me

When my mom wait I mean before we moved to Orlando and lived in the New Orleans area, I remember waiting in a room while she taught 2 ladies in a big, sorta uninteresting room, who were kinda fat and not strong but pretty. There were toys there. It was like before when she was the 1 taking the classes in Tai Chi, but the instructor stopped. I don't think my mom can speak, though, maybe why she isn't doing business, anymore. She only speaks Indonesian and can't speak with an American accent. 8I You found out she majored in ESL, which is a class foreign exchange students take in public high schools, English as a 2nd Language. 3) She was so proud of the THESIS. I don't remember what it was, but it was probably about exercise. She doesn't want me to talk about her, but I guess you are okay. I think she is a year and a few months younger. She said she is the movement person.. She was #1 in gymnastics and did ballet at church as a child. She didn't do well in high school because that was when she was able to quit and start gymnastics. So, I also took the lessons, and from doing ballet, as well, which you would be interested in, I was able to make it work and get the positions better than her. Being her daughter, like my ballet teacher's daughter, it was just over. I had a music teacher with a daughter who did choir since 2, but her dad was very different and I guess she was very different. Kinda like Céline Dion. I was the opposite of these comfortable people. My voice used to be very very detailed and you couldn't really tell what you were hearing. It was very soft and very beautiful and could last forever until you figure it out. It was very solid because when I talk it's not like raspy. My brother also did Tai Chi, but I don't think he ever got it, though he was into martial arts. Anyway, as for me, I used to experience at school going to all these clubs. I wanted to do Debate, Laureate, and Drama. I was the only 1 who knew about "My Fair Lady" in Quiz Bowl, my friend from San Fransisco got me in it the end of freshman year and she left Drama. I find that a lot of people say that they're white but that their moms don't give a * about them. All I can say is I think my mom cared about me when I was a toddler but that she isn't "bad." If you're also interested in the experiences I had to go through with my mom, I remember I think in both Orlando and the New Orleans area going into a big room with other people and doing slow exercise, just to travel. I remember it being a big deal at the end when we switch off the lights. }:] Accent seems to mean what accent in the U.S. I think I have an Orlando accent. I also have a New Orleans accent. Diction seems to be how to speak the accent. I guess with talking I'm like with how I think I just don't think about it anymore, really. I hope my post was informative on speaking. In the homework I stressed that I grew up interested in the muscles because it really is so hard to do that. Anyone ever been told to make your mouth into an o? I don't know why I can do it now, must be the food I eat. I also always was told that you learn to hold your breath professionally by pushing your stomach in gradually after like filling it somehow. It doesn't help me.

So, I hope my post was holistic and informative on interesting things and not too long and was relevant and professional. I'll see you tomorrow for acting and maybe voice.

hw

I just finished.  I just have to pack.  I guess I'm going in casual clothes?  But I end up rushing to change so you know maybe not.  I have to go in my contacts and bring extra..  I'm not having my female thing, but still.  Well, maybe, I can go and change and even change into contacts because it shouldn't take long.  I think I have an indefinite period of time, technically, though it was to be done like ASAP.  I just have to print my homework.  I'm not going until 9 A.M., will miss being there when it's dark in the morning.  I'm waitlisted for weight training, so we'll see.  I found it necessary to recite aloud to memorize but am maybe getting into memorizing more for fun.  I have to buy the full play of A Midsummer Night's Dream.  I also want to read about true ghost stories...

TV

I saw all the online clips of Ellen DeGeneres from this past week.  My parents were home.  I have to ask my dad to fix my TV when I go jogging.

What I've Been Doing

I did Jillian Michaels No More Trouble Zones shoulders & legs and core.

I loaded a video of me with the memorization: YouTube.

Problem

So, why are you on niggers?

Also, how did Ellen DeGeneres get on Twitter?  Is it just not working for me?  Um, what does that mean?  Does anyone know the cause?

Memorizing

I just memorized a maybe minute long passage of a fairy "Over hill, over dale..." from A Midsummer Night's Dream by Shakespeare in 20 minutes.  I did my homework over the past few days, since Saturday night maybe or something, dunno.  Seems like I had 1 more day.

nu video of me

hw

Problem

Someone just liked Ellen's Universe of Energy today.  WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON YOU NIGGERS I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT THIS.  LOOK ANSWER YOU NIGGERS.  LISTEN.  I SAID YOU'RE NIGGERS.

Problem

Why isn't Twitter working?  ANSWER DUMMY.

Recurring Issue

Orlando is hyperallergic to being perfect.  I WILL NOT SIT HERE AND JUSTIFY MYSELF WITH YOUR BS CONSTANTLY AGAINST MYSELF FOR NOT HAVING A PERFECTLY SUCCESSFUL LIFESTYLE!!!  :0

How I Feel

I think the exercise and "aesthetic" food is making me a heavy lunk, need a salad.

Woke Up

I remember dreaming of a blanket between my legs and like Ellen DeGeneres made it rub and it was very stimulating in a fuzzy way, though I wasn't feeling so pristine.  I looked up and it stopped.  I tried to feel it again awhile.  Was where I was on my sofa.  It was hard to digest my food after starting school and exercising more but not being able to run as much with my almost broken ankle.  I had more dream but forget.  Ah yea, I guess I was going around.  I left a cat in a basket of books, and I had to take it out and take care of it, in public.  I went to a bathroom a ways away and my music seemed loud, like 5:00 A.M.  Before, I was trying to hide in rooms where no one would see in through a window, but someone who looked like the male in "Master of the House" unlocked this big, dark, seemingly carpeted bathroom.  I think I was dreaming about Ellen DeGeneres, saw her on TV or something.  She seems like a German foreign exchange student.

Also, warning, my dad is letting out like leaving signs over and influencing even the city to try to stimulate Ellen DeGeneres in a bad way, like it was before with the boy.  Ha, they want her to "listen."  Hm..  I'm not a spaz.  I couldn't even feel good in bed and got up to do something.  I'm not really sure what's wrong, technically.  My dad was being mean again, and he acted like I did something wrong and just wouldn't change.  He's irresponsible and not much of a parent.  I DO NOT AGREE WITH CONTENDING TO ME ABOUT THE N WORD THING.  Look now you think all this has been okay.  You think maybe it's okay that it was bad before..  WOW I HOPE THAT FLIPPED YOU OFF.  Watcha gonna do now?  If you hurt me, it may ricochet back.  No more lovely children..

Going to Bed Soon

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Blaming Dads

It's not fun when there's a toss-up.  Isn't it my dad's fault for being who he is?  Why is Tim Burton so pushy?  I heard he was Canadian, meaning he has Canadian parents or grandparents or greater grandparents.

Contrasting

Why would you want the big finish to make a big deal of something about me how I am with other people if like you're so mad about comparing me to others?

R E S P E C T

So, people won't respect me and look up to me, like Chloë Grace Moretz.

Stimulated

I feel good.  I ********ed myself and I just felt like strong and feeling something like radical and like European as in like feeling kinda proper and feeling strong and right with feeling.  It was something I thought of recently about being from Louisiana, the New Orleans area.

I thought of something else good and forgot.

Shower-Bath

Who Am I?

Why are people telling me I'm some way I don't have to be that benefited me before?  I did gymnastics and was not considered feminine both because I was Chinese and my dad has black or dark hair.

Connecting Territories

I really connect the New Orleans area to L.A., but they have to have a way of connecting to the Northeast.  I guess that California is different.  They seem to have disappeared into a puff in the sky.  I suspect or think my friend from San Fransisco does not have ancestry in California and think it has to be Canada or maybe somewhere like South Carolina.  I really don't know.  She went to Alaska, but she has dark skin and is part Native American.  Her parents are separated.  She doesn't like her dad.  Her mom looks Native American but does not connect to it like I have to.

Connecting to Successful People

With attractive people, it's easy to connect to them like you're from the same family, I found being from Florida with the basic Pennsylvania heritage.  I found it funny though all the people from Southern Pennsylvania.  I have cousins, too, and I mean the adults are serious.  The annoying thing is I really do not know if I'm Native American.  My mom isn't.  I didn't grow up as much with my dad other than intellectually and like the American culture.  My family claims a building was burned down with records as to if we were Native American indian.  I think my life depends on it.  If I know, then I'll know just what to do.  No one wants to waste their time on me, for some reason.  I know it's uncomfortable, too.  I mean, that might be part of the reason.

Caucasian Florida - Race Reasons

My dad wouldn't move to Florida if his sisters didn't.  They've lived in the South.  It might be because they're part Native American or maybe something else funny.  The thing about being Native American is not so much that it's wild.  It's more civilized down South.  They might be descended from some tribes in like Indochina or maybe South China or Mongolia.  The funny thing is even Eskimos have light skin, so I'd say it's tribal China, which is highly recognized.

People are very mad who are like maybe Eastern or Southern European because they seem to tend not to be Native American indian, are shy.  There is nothing wrong with being indian unless you came from a bad indian family.

Functions

So, people up north say that they're just going in 1 direction thinking about right and wrong because they just don't do anything else, but I heard when I was right that I couldn't say I was better than everyone else.  I was told I didn't deserve to be something and they compared me to ancient ancestors in their old age physically.  I don't want to just be a dependent, in ways...

So, the problem with going in 1 direction is that people don't want to know what they're doing.  They know their race is standard in the Northeast and maybe the Northwest or Midwest.  Race meaning like the other states aren't really like a solution.  Supposedly, moving is a solution, like moving from Pennsylvania to NYC or New England.  I have something like that.

I am finding that people are just being mean to me and am mad that other people care.  It's like some people who are interesting won't get along with anyone who knows my family or anyone who is like them.  See, they won't say why, but as far as I know before they would have said they would never do that but would do it anyway.  I know people can change my life, but they can't change the world.

Also dangerous is people who move to Florida from somewhere else, things like that, like Chloë Grace Moretz.  I don't know what it's like not to be from a modern area.  People can't say it's so!  I don't need to live as someone who can't be free physically.  I know what's right and wrong in virtues of being modern, very well, and you need to stop wasting your time testing me.  You know it's a mistake to care about things like the n word thing.  A Tim Burton thing.

All I can say is that people are uncomfortable around me because no one else is talking to me...

Virtues

I talked to my dad today about being nice and acting like you're punishing people, but of course he didn't really communicate anything to me.  :|

What are you looking for?

You think to be detailed you have to just get to a minute point that no one else nearby is at and then you just judge it off something else and say you figured out it was good but that it's not just impossible for someone to do it again though probably not very possible, especially with what's around, the people, what they think and how they affect your being able to have fun and think, like when you leave the house or hear anyone, like if you don't live alone and don't get food taken to you, I guess, though I assume that having food taken to you is imperfect bug could be a nice experience ... guess too to live we work together.

Twitter

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Edited text box to the ballet stuff.

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nu text box!

Getting Attention

3}  How much attention should a person get from 1 person?

Ways of Feeling Psychiatrically

If you notice someone has a way of pleasuring themselves in a tacky sort of way, what if you pressed a button to pleasure themselves in the opposing way?

Cute.. Guy.!

The 1st main guy in Les Misérables was so cute.  I noticed this time he looked like a wood carving from a book exactly, such thin lines protruding from his sunken in, dark, leathery, wet face.  Then, it poofed up, for some reason.  ,:|

Ate

Liverwurst
Old Chef Boyardee Canned Macaroni & Cheese
Chef Boyardee Can of Macaroni & Cheese
Sandwich of Family Bread, Honey Ham, Lettuce Head, American Cheese, and Herb & Lemon Sauce|Salad Dressing
Chocolate Oreos in Milk
Sliced Zucchini Cooked on Water, Covered 3I
Liverwurst

Florida + California

Why does Ginny Kopf thing she has a leg in Florida being from California, she can't want to do something no one else can.  She probably does.

Panera Bread

My mom got me small soup, ½ bread, ½ sandwich, YUM.  3}

People Mattering

Tim Burton thinks people don't matter.

Video of Me Singing

I changed the time on a video and added a star: YouTube.

Problem

I have the warning on IMDb, again, and I already put up the Les Misérables songs.  What happened, this time?  Someone is stalking me.  The warning just went away.  I don't have Pro, right now.  IT'S BECAUSE OF GINNY KOPF.  I guess someone in another state can do something about this.

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